I am Wade  

I am scared and afraid

I wonder how that boy felt 

I hear him screaming 

I see him every time I close my eyes

I want nothing to do with it anymore

I am scared and afraid 

I pretend to be alright with it 

I feel the horror inside

I touch the glove again 

I worry about that boy

I cry every time I remember 

I am scared and afraid

I understand what happened 

I say I wish I could go back

I dream of not ever doing at again

I try to forget about it 

I hope it never happens again

I am scared and afraid